Friday, October 27th, 2006
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7:57 am - I am 21 right now in JAPAN =]
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I really haven't updated this in a REALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLY long time. wow. hehe. Life has been really good. I mean I have tons of difficulties and struggles but I always can overcome them. I do have worries and such but who doesn't? I have learned to love life so much and to appreciate all that I have. I am sooo fortunate to have a religious organization that I can lean on for support. Everyone in my district (and all other SGI memebers throughout the world) are sooo supportive and caring. I love the SGI so very much. I love my family, boyfriend, friends, SGI members all over the world, all the SUA and SUJ students, and my district members. I just love life.
I am 21 now. WOW. I think I will write another entry later. hehe.
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Monday, February 27th, 2006
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12:55 am
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i think i may be using livejournal a little bit more often but this time it's a rant. I know I have not touched this in a while...
i was talking to a friend today and it made me realize something. you know what really makes me mad is when someone thinks they know how you feel about someone (i.e. that they still assume that you still dislike a certain person). i mean for instance in hs, there were people that i didn't like that much. what made me not like them had to do with either 1) they did something to me or 2) they did something to a good friend of mine. but does that mean that i still don't like them NOW? NO it doesn't. When i went to college, i got over it 99.9%. i understand the concept of people changing and becoming better people. so obviously, if in the past year and a half i didn't mention ANYTHING to YOU personally then it means i got over it a long time ago. it just makes me mad when people bring it up thinking they know me and everything. sure, they knew me one point of time in my life but within the last one year and 1/2 a quite bit has changed as well. i mean it's definitely been alot harder for me to keep in touch with alot of the my past friends. and i guess what pisses me more off is the fact that they assume that i still don't like someone and go telling other people about it. WTF is wrong with that person? (sorry i really needed to cuss this time). that's f-ing messed up. because chances are, i most likely don't even care about it. i have other things on my mind like graduate schools or getting good grades. and besides did you personally even once ask me about it when i was in college?
i guess it just really pissed me off b/c it just creates miscommunication and misunderstanding. sigh. but i needed to let it off my chest...b/c it's been bothering me slightly. whew i feel so much better now.
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Thursday, September 30th, 2004
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5:21 pm - heeeeeeeeeyyy
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I love you honey :) I am finally at a place where I will call home for the next 4 years. Its a very long story...but finally college ahaha ...actually that was like couple of weeks ago. I think i am still trying to get used to it...
<3 you!
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Friday, September 17th, 2004
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1:03 pm - sigh....
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isn't life just soo depressing? :( sigh. college. study. miss friends. miss my boy friend.
sadnesss.....
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Sunday, September 5th, 2004
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3:07 am - Perfection in my Eyes
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All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart,
And for us to be together, to never be apart.
No one else in the world can even compare,
You're perfect and so is this love that we share.
We have so much more than I ever thought we would,
I love you more than I ever thought I could.
I promise to give you all I have to give,
I'll do anything for you as long as I live.
In your eyes I see our present, our future and past,
By the way you look at me I know we will last.
I hope that one day you'll come to realize,
How perfect you are when seen through my eyes.
- Ashley Borden -
<3 always and forever (5.14.04)
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Sunday, August 8th, 2004
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7:07 am - Still in Japan
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I haven't updated in a long time eh? *sigh* I'm still in Japan. Its a long and complicated story..sigh. And I might be here for a while ( :[ ) poohie it sucks, believe me. I might NOT be able to go to college this year, those of you guys may know. More update on that later..and from now on every entry will be protected so that only friends can read it. I'm by myself with my g-parents for now. And my parents and sis are back to the US. I really want to just go home. I miss everyone. I miss my boyfriend, my friends and cali. Its been awhile. Well its late and I just came back from work. I'm going to go to sleep, thinking about my baby (<3).
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Monday, July 7th, 2003
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5:36 pm - hahha its ME
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whew i haven't updated here in a while eh? well i moved to XANGA!!! its so much fun..so i have been writing there for a while now. hehe Dana remember what u wanted me to do or highly suggest..i couldn't do it !! o_O ahhh well..later i have got to add the other ppl on my friends list..hehe i will update this thingie off and on yuop yuop :)
current mood:  determined
current music: Nu flavor - 3 lil words
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Monday, June 2nd, 2003
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5:25 pm - stress stress stress
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whew wow .. i am so exhausted. i am happie tho and a lil sad becuz of what my friend aubrette told me..but she's happie so i guess thats great!! i miss her so much ..and she's all the way in new york =( ..btw she is so so so pretty. me so jealous and green with envy. oh yah what totalli made my weekend was when julie rager..one of my best friend's from virginia called me..and i was like wahoo..i was so happie. i was supposed to go to ben power's bday partay but i kinda got grounded and i realli wanted to..i was so hyped bout it..but i gave him his lovely bday present so that was awesome..dode..but for sure me and his gang will hang out sometyme =] and i know that he had a blast so that was awesome( happie for him) ..well everythin has been great especailly the fact that she is out of my life.. i think she made me more negative and pessimestic more than ever. i should thank her for tellin me that we shouldn't be friends ne more. i know i will succedd and become a great person someday and u know what i am confident about it. *there will always be ppl that may not like u in life, but that doesn't mean being liked is everythin to life.. because its not* and besides there are a ton of ppl that don't like her and has been there for me for a long tyme and u know what i should have listened to them..
...so about last weekedn(or the week of memorial day) was loads of fun!! let me see what i did..fridai hung out with iskra and max and chilled at his place. then james, hoang, nguyen, and myles came by later. that was nice.. but my stomach was hella hurtin so i went home early and besides u know my parents..then come sundai oh i spent tyme with janet and ronald and that was cool tehehe. then come mondai me and adam went to the park..there were so mani cute kids..so so so EXTREMELY cute. and that was really fun too and the gettin the ice cream..i luved that weekend
so now it's tyme to study and grrr yes for finals and everythin else( let me get through this week) ..out like this and boy i luv u guys!!
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Thursday, May 22nd, 2003
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3:59 pm - it's the twilight zone
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hhhhhhhhhhhiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!! whew i needed to get that out!! i am so tired and but energetic at the same tyme =] u know what i realized that when i have like an awesome day..i never update my lj then..well todai has been great like i just said ...tehehe ..was i supposed to talk bout last fridai...which was fantabulous...
but i guess what happened last weekend has got to wait..
todai there is a guard meeting. and i heard that the instructor is realli nice..so that's a good thing..
boy i am wiped so i gonna watch tv and like sleep ..till 4:30 when i get tutored..
but be4 i leave..
innocent kiss - you're cute and sweet and like it
that way
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Saturday, May 17th, 2003
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2:38 am - i'm still up...
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i am still up for some reason and i am very tired.. i want to go to sleep..and i think i will. hmm well umm todai was interesting and so was this week i guess you can say...my fingers are starting to ache..so i will update tomorrow on todai'z events i guess u can say! welps i'm outie and so good nite every one and have swt dreamz. Luv yahs..
i send u my love, my heart and my soul..
hopefulli u will come to me heaven sent..
as i wish upon a star for that day to come
i luv you alwayz and forever..
i promise
just hopefulli u will see that all u need is me.
~ till death due us apart ~
lil kim
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Wednesday, May 14th, 2003
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10:39 pm - ehh...
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so todai was just great..well not excatli..i guess...me and my friend got in a car crash..and ionno i think i'm sorta at fault. the car is so damaged..it's realli bad. i am glad that my friend is alive..cuz when i say pretty bad..it was bad..like the front part got like wiped out..the vendor/ lights..
but ionno i feel like i don't deserve to be here as of..i wish i could be just swiped off the road..i would feel pain rather than emotional pain more than ne thing..
why do bad things happen to good ppl? ..y do some ppl just live ..like me..maybe i just take things for granted..
welps i am in shock i guess..and i am worried for my friend..other things happened but i don't realli wanna talk bout it..
on a happie note..i saw X2 ..it was nice..it kicked butt
current mood:  sick
current music: Frankie J - don't wanna try
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Tuesday, April 29th, 2003
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5:01 pm - blah..
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Monday, April 28th, 2003
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6:49 pm - ~*sigh*~
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whew i am so exhausted..i onli got 4 hours of sleep, which is not good at all. tehhe it was hecka funnie though cuz lotsa ppl were still online late at nite..sigh. i did one of the math problems wrong on the test todai..aghhh so pissed..gah!!
i am so skrewed in physics though sigh...and SAT z .. so stressin..
hmm last week was STAR week and boy that was fun..i was in mr. randall's class for third period during STAR testing..and of course i had the coolest ppl in my class..ya know..benny, matt, iskra, katherine, micheal and blah blah blah..
and of course as i recall one tyme i played some games with alex mo after testing and i think i won 3 to 3..i think ..that was FUN!! tehehe ..i luv beatin ppl at games..
and as usual ppl made fun of me *ahem * like matt, who always thinks i am a dorkus so hmpph...
on tuesdai emily took me out to starbuck..yummmy and boy that day was crappie..don't realli wanna explain now.
i remember on wednesdai of that week me and james went to study and then steven, win and hoang joined us i think..me and james got some things done..be 4 the others came and then it was all talkin and fun instead...then on thurdai (4.24.03) tehehe that was the best!!!! me, james, iskra and max went over to max's house. god dang it ..i am so jealous..max has a trampoline!!! ( =[ ). so then we watched 8 miles and ate food (hot dogs and other stuff). Then played on the trampoline.. i thought i was gonna die ..yes. Then max had to go some where so then me, james and iskra went to go pick up this gurl. Be4 going there i got to drive iskra's car wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhooooo!! .. i learned lotsa stuff about cars..umm manual and automatic and stuff like that. After that we crashed and went to see a badminton game..that was fun..well i cheered for myles's game and i later saw hoangs i guess..myles and sandy won!!! yayness..
then fridai came and what did i do..hmm? oh yah i got up then went volunteering at the hospital then went to walgreenz to get this cool whitening thingie..then once i got home, i got ready. I called emily then she came to pick me up. Then we went to go see eve's ice skating performane whoot whoot. it was nice..eve did well!!
then sundai came and i went to library and studied lil..with iskra, james, hoang and win.. then i had to go get tutored. After that i did hwk and i stayed till 2 AM (god dang it ) doin frickin a hwk..while chatting tehhe wit ppl..ahha.
So thats what happened last week..well the last last week was spring break..and hmm that was fun until i got grounded..ahhh!!
Let me see i had to volunteer as usual(tues, wed, sat) and i had to go to SAT class on mondai..but let me see..oh ya..i got to hang out with janet and jeffy and we watched bringin down the house..hmm i watched phone booth with adam..that was fun tehehe =] hmm i hung out with james too..and tha whole big groupie at the library. i was supposed to go rock climbing but that didn't work ..and hmm i think thats about it ..i guess..of course i was always on the phone ..*smirk* long, nice, fun convos.. =]
current mood:  tired
current music: Daniel Bedingfield - if ur not the one -
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Monday, April 7th, 2003
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3:09 pm - sick = sux = bummy day!
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okie so u can.. im procrastinating .. i wanted to kinda vent on my lj..i am sick againnn ahhhhhhhhhhh!! like two weeks ago i had a fever and missed two days of school hehe same with iskra. but thats not the point. todai was a pretti good day and so was last week *smiles*
..let me see what was gr3t about last week..eh um oh yah um april 1st was cool hehe .. i recall that i was telling matt that it was april fools day. He said no it's not. And i said ya huh. Then he said gotcha.. hehe what a dork..i mean what? Oh ya and i "stole" steven's sweater. ahha not exactli. well he offered cuz i was freezing on wednesdai in the theatre during Enrique's inspirational story. I luv abercrombie wahhh!! hehe i was actualli sporting my new abercrombie shirt todai..hehe but i WANT steven's abercrombie sweater..even tho it is XL. THANK YOU STEVEN!! ahha he's probly read this maybe. oh yah EMILY is so awesome. i luv her to death!! hehe well there are reasons why i luv her tehehe but hmm i'll make that wait. and then i remember umm that was also the week i donated blood...ahhhhhhhh!! i have to thanx james and max for being there. hehe they kept me company to not think or look at the shot..yuck. i can't believe i went through it too. What interesting convos we had.
haha i should be studying for SAT now..wahhh i don't want to. and yes i am whining. todai was gr3t becuz ...
to be continued later =] but then it wasn't as gr3t either..
current mood: sick
current music: Janet Jackson - Again ( old song =] )
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Thursday, March 27th, 2003
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3:37 pm - hMmMm....
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don't life just sux sometymes? well i have been kinna busy so it's been no livejournal for me. *sigh* so much has happened i guess u can say. hey well its true that in high school you find out who ur true friends are. The true friends that will STICK by your side for eternity and won't punk out when things get rough. A true friend will believe you when you say things to a certain person after explaining to that person about ur side of the story. I guess i am blesssed to have lotsa true friends and it saddens to me to find out the ones that i thought would be there for me won't. but what the heck that's life.
Todai was a pretty good day!! =] hehe spanish test was moved to monday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wahooooooooooooo. you know what i am going to donate my blood hehe courtesy to linda l. Ask her hehe she made me i swear. well actually more like persuaded me. =] i'm scared tho ..ahhhh...maybe i will die hehe?? hmmm let's see steven is so such an awesome guy!! hey guess what he asked this gurl out. and that gurl said yes!! FINALLY!!! *sigh* guys should make more moves hehe...
Sometymes i wish for a guy by my side. So that way he will hold me forever and make me feel better.
Maybe someday i will fall in love again.
"A fine guy can open up my eyes, a smart guy can open up my mind, but only a sweet guy can open up my heart." ( i got that from chichi just so u know. hehe I luv her to death!! i miss you gurl!!)
current mood:  crushed
current music: Marcus Houston - That girl-
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Tuesday, February 25th, 2003
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6:02 pm - tired...
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so tired. my muscles are aching!! gee i haven't updated in this in a while hehe i didn't say happy vday and stuff wow..hehe imma way to busy that i'm so stressed out.. sigh..i will update this later.
current mood: tired
current music: smilez and southstar - tell me-
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Friday, February 7th, 2003
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11:34 pm - kIsS mE kAte!!!
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pretty cool show thingie..haha i saw it wit eve! and emily, dana, and maya and other ppl were there. it was good..but i didn't like the sittin much placey thingie. GUESS WHAT? we gotta a parrot and its like 5 months old (does the girly hand thingie..going around) ..haha i will update later..but ya it was interesting week..durin lunch times were the bomb, matt and ben are fun to..u know what was ironic tho..was that on mondai matt was wearin a green sweater and a black shirt underneath while i wore a black sweater and a green shirt ..ya...very ironic hehe. lotsa ppl make me laugh... and smile =]. but ya we have umm outgoin ppl at our school hehe cuz this guy like asked me to meet his friend and i was like sure....
current mood:  anxious
current music: Aaliyah - missing you-
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Sunday, January 26th, 2003
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5:41 pm - sUpErbOwL!!
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its superbowl sundai wahoooooo!! tampa bay vs. raiders. i hope tampa bay wins ..yuop yuop =) well my daddie turned the superbowl cuz it was to depressin for him to watch..so ionno whats happenin except the tyme i left the score was 20-3(tampa bay winning)..maybe its too soon to tell but hehe, they have a good defense. we shall see...
( oh gawd i should be doing homework ahhh!! the thing that i despise the most)
current mood: bouncy
current music: Duncan Shiek - Barely Breathing -
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Friday, January 24th, 2003
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10:19 pm - muahhaha
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oh gawd u knoe what pissed me of..arghh govenor ( did i spell that rite?) davis. haha imma so tired..but ya he arghh is cuttin down school budgets..minimun for us is 2.4 million dollars and $12 million for max..arghh amd its not goin to other schools that doesn't have ne money ( which pisses me off the most!!) we need the money to maintain the nice school system that we have. arghh okie imma not cuss..hehe cuz thats one of my new year's resolution. but arghh very tempting arghh. so if he takes 1/3 of our money then we have no honors or ap classes no more, no clubs, no sports, no extracirricular, and no avid. *sigh* hhehe good thing i have this to vent on..hmm does ne 1 read this? haha it doesn't matter prolly jus for me haha ...
k FINALS r ova..total yayness. so u wanna know what i got haha i know u wanna j/k ..well its jus for me self so but here goes to me:
Us history - A
Avid - A
american lit - A-
trig honors - A-
Spanish 4 ap - A-
Physics honors - B (*sigh* such a disappointment >_< )
superbowl sundai muahaha ..i hope tampa bay wins!! well i realli want raiders to win in my heart but imma a rebel so hehe, but i also betted so ya ( *hangs head down*) ..but hey cali pride..haha imma very tired ahhah so imma go..sWt DrEaMz =)
current mood: discontent
current music: Dana Glover - thinking over-
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Sunday, January 19th, 2003
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12:05 am - tired umm hmm
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oh geez imma usualli busy every day arghh!! imma so tired *sigh* like on fridai we got a new mattress for my bed and added bookshelfs and stuff and so pretty much takin stuff out and puttin stuff in. and todai oh gawd my dad woke me up pretti early for a saturdai and made me run! key word made..arrgghh then i was tired and needed to eat then i had to get ready for the hospital. last tyme a baby died *sniffles* ya its kinda hard gettin close to them and then not ever seeing them again. Then i went to rena's partay ..it was cool. lotsa ppl were there hehe. it was fun too tho..then after wards we went to billards. oh gawd i sux at playin pool hehe >_< gotta learn to be better. now imma watchin sum of fears..hehe purty coo movie. welps imma get to that wit yummy hot cocoa..oh ya imma gonna dye my hair again soon!! yayness. swt dreamz ppl.
current mood:  busy
current music: Nivea and Jagged Edge - Don't mess with my man-
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